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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Nervous + Excitement = Confusion??

Things of mine to see:

I feel very confused. I'm nervous because I find out tomorrow if I get a job offer or not, and then I also get to borrow something expensive of someone else's for a weekend.

But then there's something else going on tomorrow that I nearly forgot about. PIANO LESSON. CRAP! I didn't practice this last week at all. I think I'm going to have to give up the piano because I just can't do it and I've just lost interest in it. It really sucks, but, hey, there's nothing I can do. While I'd really like to be able to play the instrument, even if I do practice, I don't feel like I get anywhere. Stupid brain! Stop being so weird!

And then I expect BestBuy to call tomorrow at dinner time. I'll post and tell what they have to say.

But here's the exciting part. I get to borrow my friend's laptop over the weekend. He needed it restored, and he has Vista, so he said I can experiment with Vista and then I could blow the system away for him at the same time. That way I can get at least some time in with using Vista without being watched in a store. Maybe I'll learn something from it...

Anyways, I hope I can get some practicing in tonight with my piano, and maybe I can decide if I'm going to give it up. It's a hard decision, and sometimes I feel like I'm only staying with it because another one of my friends wants to learn it too and I promised that I would teach her at least a few things.

I guess I need to do some serious thinking about this. Is it more important that I want to play it, or that I simply can't stand it sometimes?

It almost makes me wonder if my dad is really just wasting the $20 a week.

*howls*
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